One thing I've always heard is that if you put positive energy out into the universe, positive energy will be returned to you. To be honest, I've never believed it. Mostly for the fact that, speaking from personal experience, bad shit is always going to happen and the universe doesn't give a shit about your attitude. That's just a fact of life.
But, in the spirit of growing up and keeping an open mind, I figured what harm could come from TRYING to be more positive in my life? After all, 26 years of being a realist (read: cynic pretending to be a realist) has led me to being fat and alone, so how much worse could it be? <Insert nervous laugh>
I mean, how exactly do you change your mindset? It's not like flipping a switch, no matter how easy people try to make it seem. I know it's going to take a conscious effort each day, but that's just it. Conscious. I have to knowingly change the way I've thought for so long everyday, and I'm just not really sure how to do that. And even if I do succeed, who's to say that this will actually work? If I don't get positive energy back, do I get to say I told you so? Who do I even say it to? Do I even know what I'm talking about right now? What is life?
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