There's really no point on dwelling on anything that came before now. It's gone, and life doesn't slow down to let you catch up. And I know damn well that that is a terribly difficult concept to grasp. But it must be grasped. Only then can we move forward.
"You have to realize that someday you will die. Until you do that, you are useless." Tyler Durden
Up until now I've been going about this all wrong; trying to achieve my goals in spite of the obstacles. But instead of trying to go around them, I should've been barreling straight through. Eliminate the obstacle so that it will never be in my way again. That is what I must do now. I can't change the world, but I can change myself to be better suited for it. And not for HER, or for them, or for you, but for myself. For too long have I been weak. Too long have I been complacent. No more.
From here on out I must think differently. Act differently. Live differently. I must become someone better. Or die trying.
"I don't care if it hurts/I want to have control/I want a perfect body/I want a perfect soul..." - Radiohead
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